Why can't I put this thing in motion?
EMotional is the state where I currently reside...
I am damned if I do and damned if I don't...
But stripping me by constantly reminding me of my past that has left this residue destroys me and keeps me in shackles and permits me from moving forward.
My drive encourages me to shift gears so why am I still stuck in neutral. This process is draining... Too many things to think about... Do I press the break or the gas either decision I'll have to commit to because this is my vehicle.
ETA you say? Is contingent upon what happens in the NOW... As in today!
My Rib is supposed to protect my heart... But w/o a rib wouldnt I be more flexible?
I am legally bound but I want mobility. Settling for mediocrity is not an option...
