Emotional disORDER is a creative expression of feelings that are both personal and fictional. Each section is Emotional and to the reader even sparadic... yet from the authors point of view it all makes perfect sense. His brain is cluttered but he understands everything perfectly... its like an organized chaos. Hence the title: Emotional disORDER.
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Hand it over...
He told me... that he would one day turn me over to my iniquities...
While he won't leave me there... He will allow me to swim in my sin...
And bask in the glory that continues to add to this yet untold story of how the game changed...
And how...
My name has changed.
I use to be Saul and I can clearly see me becoming Paul but I am stuck in neutral...
I am in the midst of this abyss and I am twirling and twirling...
And am ready to stop because this "hand" is in the way!
This "hand" keeps unraveling me and showing me mercy...
And this "hand" has something to tell me...
And this "hand" sees something that I cannot see...
This "hand" is on me!
I am favored and I know it... If I stand here thankful... I have yet to show it.
How many clues does he have to use to show me that sovereignty is real...
I know where I want to go... And I see where I want to be but this brown toned flesh continues to cover me.
But on this fine morning it has come to me that this hand that continues to touch and agree with me... Loves and cares for me and has vision of me being a specialty and who am I to be in his way...
As he continues to chisel away the decay.
It's what's under this skin that matters most as it pertains to where it has to begin...
My mind says no, my body says maybe but my heart says yes...
Yes to your will... Yes to your way... Yes to allowing your "hand" to lead me today...
it's OVER. Hand it OVER...
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