I'm Winning!

Why is your writing so Angry? Was the question that was posed to me.

I said "brother my blog is called Emotional disORDER! What did you expect it to be?"

The release that I get by putting pen to pad... Or In this case my finger to this iPAD...

Says that... I'm winning!

When my Readers... Digest... And are able to consume and be full off these words...

I'm winning!

Just like Angry Birds... & Madden...

Ahh but that right there was my 1st and last fiction because to know me is to know that I don't play...

I write!

I express my thoughts and emotions through collecting this data and mixing it up to present you with the bag as if we are playing a game of scrabble...

To some this is rabble but it simply comes down to word choice and creating a board of verbiage that means the world to you but always makes you ask the question to others: do you see it too...

This to me is my masterpiece... It's my greatest work...

Perhaps NOT but it's a part of me... my sanity... my creativity

It's the inner-workings of my mind that can take me to a place where nobody knows my name and I no longer have to play life's game...

I am Winning!

Would you play with me or are you going to take this opportunity to try and play me...

Are we friends who will have healthy dialogue and exchange words or will we both be Civil and play "Words with Friends"... Make amends and come together with our script to rewrite the next and real final episode of Friends.

Either way...

I'm winning!

I can say that your opinion doesn't matter and that I could care less as to what people think or that.....

Wait for it!

I'm doing me...

But to let the truth be told that rhetoric is getting old...

I do care... I want you to know me... Love me... Accept me for me.

However for my own health and sanity I must simply "write" and hope that one day through these blogs and status changes that you'll finally be able to see...

"ME"

Until then... Remember... My plight in life is to keep running regardless of your opinion!

I'm Winning!