Transparency
THIS… allows me to allow you to see me… To you its simplicity and to me its vulnerability. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place simply because I’m hiding. You’ve left me exposed and it’s an unfamiliar feeling… to me.
I want you to know what I know but if you knew what I knew and saw what I saw you’d realize that this picture that you see has been shot totally in RAW. I am undeveloped and continue to hide in this darkroom waiting for someone with an apparatus to come nurture me and move me back and forth… someone to put some effort into me and spend time with me until they begin to see the black and white image of me…
Black and White… with me it’s NEVER that simple it’s not either or because with me there is sooo much more IN BETWEEN. This chemical imbalance has been mixed with H20 to dilute my potency… my strength, my energy, my influence… My effectiveness… I have become a working solution. I am not mixed yet I’ve been mixed with the substance which is legal yet lies dormant and stagnant and reliant upon the temperature. More than 1 degree above or 1 degree below can affect my motion. Picture me on a reel as my life plays out so eloquently…
The mere thought of it all scares me and quite frankly it’s not you it’s not me it’s that voracious fear of Transparency.
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